sherbetsbby

2009-08-27T17:33:00.001+08:00

UTs OVER. LET'S BRING THE SCHOOL &PRINCIPAL DOWN.As a matter of fact, UT3s are over. UT3s over = Studious grl no more = End of Year 2, Sem 1 = No more school = Holiday till 5th October = More on the late wake-ups = Enjoy. Eh, wowww. My equation damn long. HAHAHA.&since, ytd was the frst day of the holiday, Lola &I celebrated it by watching UP in 3D. Woo, gay to the shit to rex arrr. Funny, yes.

2009-08-24T18:18:00.002+08:00

QUICKIE-QUICKIE. (Y)I've been wondering about some things. Whether I should stop myself from forgiving people over &over again. Because everytime I do, these creatures just took advantage of it. (Note: Nearest living example - babi terbantut at home) &zaaaaap, they started to be a bitch again, soon after. It's like as if it's a cycle. It's always said that the one who neither forgive nor forget

2009-08-23T06:12:00.004+08:00

TIME PASS BY FAST. NOTHING CAN OUTRUN IT.Everything felt like a swift. &most of the events are still vivid in my brain projector screen. Wahpianggggg, why ar? Even school was like, erh, WOWWWW. With a blink of an eye, it's already the end of semester. &speaking of which, I swear I feel like killing the new principal. Thanks to him, the management is like screwed up. I swear it was way better if

2009-08-17T20:08:00.001+08:00

RXKXSHX IS LOVEEEEEE. Y'all stalkers used to see the Happy Three Family, which consists of Myra, Eri &I. But now somehow or rather, Idk why, we're no longer close. But don't get me wrong. We're still grlfs. We stay forever bbies. *kening naik-naik Cadbury style*Vodkayy, I think my STM is getting worst. Idk when was this. But I know it's a schooling day. A schooling day which I didn't get my ass

2009-08-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

UT3 in a few days timeeeeeeeeee. Jialat liao. Shall start on the revision later. &for the other RP-ians, good luck yawww. &Eri b, have fun waking up early on Saturday eh. (Y) HAHA.Let's start counting on those days. Xoxo.

2009-08-15T14:40:00.001+08:00

CHUBBY &HOURGLASS MOMENTS.Beware. This post is heavy with tons of pictures.Vodkay stalkers/(silent) readers. The pictures are here. So yes, initially, the plan was to meet at 11 at Orchard MRT to head to Botanics to spend Eri's brthday &celebrate MM's belated. So yes, lucky it was on Monday. The day after National Day. Public holiday siaa. So, out of the house laa. I already felt like a loser for

2009-08-14T14:18:00.005+08:00

Say hello to my new quiet bestfriend. HAHAHA.It's a wonder why I can be so motivated to come for my Year 1 classes lately. But I can never step into class for Year 2s. Wonder whyyyy. &suprisingly, I'm like earlyyyyyy. This won't happen for my Year 2. I swear I'll get demoralised by someeeeeeee people. Haha.Stalkers, meet Shah. Shah, meet the stalkers. Oh waitttt, I've introduced you alr.

2009-08-14T14:08:00.001+08:00

More to come bbies. Stay tuned for the pictures.

2009-08-12T12:05:00.000+08:00

Oh yeh bb. I know I'm outdated to update a post on Ignite. But who fucking cares manzxzxzx. It wasn't my fault. Okay, sort of my fault laa. Cause I have been skipping class &I ended up not being able to get the SD card from Mizi. Until ytd when I met MM at Starbucks. Uh-huhhh.Okay, shit. My STM is really being a disadvantage for me. Like I literally forgot when was Ignite. But all I know is that,

2009-08-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

When's my turn?!I know by the time the clock struck at 12, I won't be at home to wish you happy brthday. So, I made an effort to wake up earlier to dedicate a brthday post for you. Ysee, I'm so good yknoww, bb! Sleeping at 7AM & waking up at 2 (Read: I could have a total of 9 hours of sleep yknowww) just to have this post completed. Scared no time to complete mahh. Be touched okayy! Cause I'm

2009-08-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

BB, HAPPY NINETEENTH!You're getting older. &soon, you'll be twenty. OMGGG, damn old can? Last of your teens, so must go enjoy life as much as you can. See I'm still living up young. (Read: cause I've always been the youngest ard) HAHAHA. I'm thankful I don't feel remorse being each other's frst friend in RP. Although I was kind of harsh not wanting to know you. HAHAHA. Biadap kan aku? Oh well,

2009-08-07T14:12:00.004+08:00

Somehow or rather, Idk why I'll feel bad easily. It's the nature like thatttt. That I'll feel bad &give in to the other party. &thanks to that, someeeeeee creatures took advantage of it. But I still didn't learn from my lessons. Howwwww ar? Lately, I'm feeling very bad for some reasons. The grls have been telling me good things to ignore. But something hinders me. Just something, which I myself

2009-08-07T01:24:00.001+08:00

Stronger than ever. (Y)(Y)Yesss readers. I'm getting better. No more pessimism language. After all those talks with some people, I realise that I shouldn't worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities. Agreed much? Even the best fall down sometimes, so yes. I think I've opened up a little bit to some people by sharing my problems instead of bottling things up like in the past

2009-08-05T04:56:00.002+08:00

OPTIMISM IS THE BEST WAY TO GO IN LIFE.Arthur: Baky, you okay alr?Baky: Yesss, so much better. *grinning from ear to ear*Julius: Eh, why? What happened to you ytd?Arthur: She cried ytd. (in Chinese)Julius: Eh, why? You cry when I knock off from work. Tsk, you arrr. Come Baky. Tell me your problem.Baky: It's okayyy. I'm not sad anymore. Idw to cry anymore. See, I'm smiling.It has never been great

2009-08-03T13:34:00.001+08:00

&I WOKE UP ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE BED.Y'all know nothing at all. Okay, wait. Maybe you know that I'm down by reading my blog, but what were my problems? Dk right? So don't act like you know every single thing &make it a big hoo-haa cause I tell you alot. I tell alot of ppl alot of stuffs. Lucky for me, it was only minor issues I tell you. Minor issues don't bring me down. So go on, bitching &

2009-08-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

You'll be my motivation for tmr. Hopefully. *cross fingers* Thankyou b. You make me smile. But somehow, I don't wish to see anyone tmrrr. :/

2009-08-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

Dear P, IRRMY. :(*A parody of My Bonnie*MY PP IS ALWAYS UP THERE.MY PP IS WATCHING OVER ME.MY PP DON'T WANT TO COME DOWN HERE.OH PP, WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO.COME LAA, I MISS YOU.DON'T YOU MISS ME LIKE I DO? I DO.COME LAA. I LOVE YOU.DON'T YOU LOVE ME LIKE I DO?PROBLEMS PILING UP ONE AFTER ANOTHER. JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO IGNORE THE FRST, THE SECOND CAME BY. THEN THIRD. SOON, THEY ACCUMULATED

2009-08-02T00:14:00.005+08:00

WHAT A BOTHER RIGHT?What I thought was wrong all along. I thought y'all will be around. But no. It proves that y'all talk more than proving things. Thanks alot arrr. Seriously. I was like stranded alone at some district area. But none were there except for one. Thanks eh homieboy. For accompanying me &risking your danger for me. &oh, Wandi, thankyou too for trying to cheer me up with the

2009-07-31T13:56:00.005+08:00

FOURSKIN TO TWOSKIN. <3Shopping alleviates stress. Double (Y). Haven't been myself for this couple of days. Even Vivien said I'm so different. &work didn't turn out fun too. Everyone's asking what's wrong. &everytime they do, it just bring water to the eyes. &I don't like it. Sibaiii. Lowest lowest lowest peakkkk. Been having the feeling of not wanting to go home ever since I'm down. Somehow or

2009-07-30T00:43:00.003+08:00

FUCK OFF IF YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE A NUISANCE. NABEH SIBAIII.&I swear I don't need anybody like you. Even those creatures or animals can be of a better human than you. I swear. I've never seen such inhuman act like what you did. I don't care if we're related or not. BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT, I'M NEVER GOING TO ACKNOWLEDGE YOU. I've tried my best treating you properly, not misusing you for my own

2009-07-28T05:26:00.003+08:00

4AM. Pioneer Mall. Macdonald. Aman Bing. Hotcakes. Ice Milo. PP!Nothing beats the satisfaction of the hotcakes. Really, &did I tell you that the Mcd's breakfast smells nice? Uber niceeeeee that it made me go hungryyyy. HAHAHA.&now, I seriously need a bodyguard, everyday. Thanks eh Aman for that story. Blame the makcik jual keropok! Sibaiiiiii. Mak Mok, come to my rescue. For the makcik is afraid

2009-07-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

Town with Mak Mok, Maman &Farid. Then Marina Barrage with Maman. Quality time is good. (Y) Thanks eh Maman.Meet Jack. But where's my Dok? HAHAHA.&SUMPAH TK KLAKA EHHH! Changing my wallpaper to your picture. Mcm mintak kene bikin aje. Lu take care eh Jack. HAHAHA. Lucky for him, my heart is made of gold. HAHAA. If not, I won't even meet him tmr. Hahaha.Last but not least,Happy brthday bestf! It's

2009-07-27T23:01:00.004+08:00

WHERE ARE ALL THOSE SHOTS &BOTTLES?It was that day. The day that I fell in love with. The day that I miss terribly uptill now. The day when I met you coincidentally. The day when we knew each other. Things happened for a reason, don't they? I thought you were one of those. &sadly to say, it was the truth. You talk alot. &your actions never did cover up for it. It was more of the talks. But still,

2009-07-26T02:43:00.003+08:00

I had fun for the past few days. But I think fun makes me put aside my school stuff. &I don't want it to happen like that. Why can't I have fun along side with being serious. Haiyaaaa.Anyhoo, been meeting Rizal &Wan (Jack &Dok) this couple of days lately. &because of that, I misses everyone in school. Chey, mcm faham everyone. HAHAHA. But hell, I miss the grls. But sadly to say, I think it's very

2009-07-22T04:29:00.010+08:00

/Your favourite. Now?Being awake the whole night really wonders me. The whole night, erh, no wait. The whole morning, my mind was kind of active. It goes around wondering about many things. That even my feelings go haywire. Idk why. Like suddenly, I became inquisitive.Ever heard of the Ophiuchus? Well, it's actually the 13th sign of the zodiac. I know it has always been 12. But this 13th have

2009-07-22T02:51:00.000+08:00

My Monday was awesome. I'll usually hear homo sapiens saying their Mondays are very aquatic blue. But I think it is up to them to make their Monday a cheerful instead of the mundane dreadful draggy ones. Okay, maybe not for Monday only laa. For all the other days too.Well, I thought it was at frst. Due to the air conditioner that make me sleepy. Due to the JAVA that annoyed me. Due to the fact

2009-07-17T15:32:00.001+08:00

I think I'm becoming more of a workaholic lately. Good or bad? I'm guessing it to be both. Because everything in life has its pros &cons mahh. Must balance whatt. Hahaha. Still, even if there's the bad side of it, I love the current-frequently-worked job. One, because I have Eri working together with me. Two, the colleagues are fun people to be around. I'll always have my fun working, especially

2009-07-15T13:25:00.004+08:00

Baky: Eh, now week what ar?YY: 11.***John: Baky, want go coffeeshop later or not?Baky: Anything ar. Anything.***Baky: Yknow what? For 11 weeks, I still dk your name.YY: WAHH! GOOD JOB. *claps hand*Baky: Haiya! Sorry laa. You cannot blame sehh. you're only in class for one day in a week. &this is the frst time I'm in the same group as you lehh.YY: Nvm, nvm.*checks LEO*Baky: OHH! I know your name

2009-07-14T13:00:00.003+08:00

I swear I have to stop procrastinating things. I know it's not good but I cannot help it laa. Like I have no inspiration like that. Hahaha. Anyhoo, this was on erhh, erhh? Last Tuesday, I think. (?!?!) Went out for breakout with Mak Mok, Rozzy, Sally &Apit. Then Alif &Hadi came down too. Now now, where's the other grls? Just what hell is happenening? Like cannot get all together sehh. Sedz

2009-07-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

Intoxication is good.Running away from problems hasn't always been my thing. But now, I chose to do so. Reason being, I find it useless solving the problems with them creatures when it isn't clearly purely my fault. I didn't make any choice to make things go this way. It was the other party's fault. I don't want to ruin any of it. But right now, seriously. I'm not going to bother to fix things. I

2009-07-08T14:44:00.003+08:00

There'll always be an 'IF'. It was like events after events. One leading to another. What's worst is that the events are all the party pooper ones. Such a bummer. It's like everything has already been sorted out. Till, even when we were given two choices, we obliviously still chose the choice that made the events happen. Then we'll all start to ponder what will happen if we took the other way at

2009-07-08T01:29:00.003+08:00

180 degrees turn bby.Suddenly I miss this bitch here. We used to be that close to each other. From a stranger who hates each other to acquaintance to clique to my grlf. We have a lot of names for each other. Just name it. We can just talk about anything under the sun &moonlight ¬ to forget the stars. Haha. Yes, suddenly we have a lot in common that we became close. But I guess now, too many in

2009-07-07T00:57:00.003+08:00

Let's drain it all out.I think it's best this way. I'll keep myself occupied with my school &work. So that I won't be thinking of those things that are bothering me. Yes, yes. At the very least, I don't have to wait on any calls for nothing. Afterall, I hate waiting. Plus, it'll be worse to know that when you made the initiative to call &you ended up knowing the homo sapiens are somewhere else

2009-07-06T12:07:00.002+08:00

I'm trying my best not to be down. I don't wish to spoil the atmosphere. But I can't. Somehow, this time round, it's the hardest. Smiling seems so hard. Even a facade is tough. Goddamnitzxzxzxzxz.Even doing OOP is hard. When fact is, it has always been easy doing it. I seriously have to set my mind thinking straight. Maybe I'll stop searching for those who made me feel this way. Until they find

2009-07-05T08:14:00.003+08:00

Everyone has their ugly moments.I just had the roughest night ever. Things has not been hitting hard on me. Until ytd. It really caught me up real badly that things happened. I tried hard not to think of it. I tried real hard to stop things. But I failed. I tried to smile but it flopped. It came to nothing. Just nothing. Not even a facade. Until now, it's bringing water to the eyes. Now what?

2009-07-04T00:25:00.003+08:00

Makeups Escapade.OMG, OMG. I forgot when was this. I think I seriously have an issue with dates &days. Danggg manzxzxzx. Vodkay, I'm lazy to think. But anyhoo, frst destination was Vivo. Because apparently, I didn't leave my punchcard at my workplace. &&it was the beginning of the month. Which also means that Anne had to give the office some paperworks &my punchcard so that they can count my

2009-07-02T14:30:00.001+08:00

"Hello? Kamu sudah sembahyang?"Sometimes, I can't be bothered with you. Like what fuck, prangai seriously kunikkkk. It has always been hard when it comes to us asking you to tag along. But how come is it that you seems so eager when it were the other homo sapiens? Oh well, I give up. I don't wish to entertain anymore of the nonsensical issues. Because I don't want to ruin your life like how I

2009-07-01T02:49:00.002+08:00

Let's burn the school down!Suddenly the thought of death seems so real. H1N1 sucks big time. I'm imagining it to be zombies. Invisible ones. Roaming around Singapore finding for victims. One by one, we got the virus. &it's spreading like fire. As days pass, someeee of us became too daft to even think straight. Maybe the invisible zombies had the virus which is capable of removing homo sapiens'

2009-06-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

I should be getting my ass ready for work &meet Eri to get some shoes. But no, here I am, blogging. HAHAHA. Cannot help it. I need my bestfs. I need to tell them stuffs. I want to catch things up with them. I need to meet up with them soon. This week will be the last week where we could get to meet each other. Else, there won't be any other opportunities. Because Nina will be busy with her

2009-06-29T05:34:00.002+08:00

I SHOULD START GOING FOR MY WEDNESDAYS CLASSES. THERE'S JUST TOO MANY X-ES. DIE DIE MUST FIND A MOTIVATION TO GET INTO CLASS.&something about yesterday just make me miss you. &Idk if was just illusions or thoughts or maybe the fact that it was you that I saw. Wahpianggg eh. Sibaiiii.What a sleaze. Xoxo.

2009-06-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Why, why, why?I hate the feeling when people come in &out of your life. I hate the fact when you think that you're still close to me. But fact is, you're no longer. I don't treat you as one of my top priority. &you're only back to know what just happened to my life. Then poof, you're gone again. Like hello? Don't tell me you do that to everyone. You just want the juiciest gossips, yes? Tsk, tsk.

2009-06-26T17:45:00.004+08:00

"Last week ke biler ehh. Entah, aku dah lupe. Concussion siol. Tkpe, kelmarin, KELMARIN. Hahahha!"Okay, I decided to ditch the plans I had yesterday. Both of them. HAHAHHA. Cause I was too tired from the chillax session &then movie marathon. Tsk, tsk. Insomnia abesssss. So anyhoo, I met up with Erifuckna ytd. I think the trio is no longer ard? Heh. So it's left with my sister lurbezxzxzx temtetek

2009-06-26T10:16:00.001+08:00

Sisters lurbezxzxzx temtetek.I've been spending the days with Eri alot lately. &I'm starting to miss the other grls. I miss the fact that we used to chill together in one big group. Now, everyone's busy with their own stuffs &friends that it'll always be Eri, Mak Mok &I. Oh well, what else can I say when they chose it to be this way right?This bitch here wasn't schooling on Tuesday. &the initial

2009-06-26T04:15:00.001+08:00

Okay, I give up waiting for Sammy's pictures. I'm doneee. Like it is done. It's so outdated laa. HAHA. So anyhoo, remember I had a two weeks holiday? I'm having another one when all my other friends &classmates are in class studying. HAHA. It feels good though to have a week of holiday when I'm not affected by H1N1. Well, reason being for the 1 week holiday was because I'm being quarantined. For

2009-06-24T09:11:00.013+08:00

Anyhoo, updates on Monday. It was alright but at the end of the day, it sucks. Till I got really discreet &dampen the atmosphere. Pfft. &it dragged till the very next morning siaa! Okay, wtv. I shall stop. I do not wish to continue about it. ArtBites during breakout 1.&yay for me, cause I've really cut down on my puffs. Not going out for breakout1 was a good thing though. HAHA. Now I understand

2009-06-23T12:18:00.003+08:00

&if you detest the fact that we're doing things likewise, then don't bother coming. You knew all along that we were going to do so. Yet you still chose to be around. &making the faces. Making superfluous statement. Stoooopid dog. You're becoming more like someone we know. Someone we know that changed tremendously. Absurd.I hate the ambience.I hate the sentiment.I hate the atmosphere.I hate

2009-06-21T02:05:00.004+08:00

Myra: Adek kau umur brape?Baky: Erhhh, entah? 7 ke 8. Actually, I'm not sure.Myra: Mampos. Tk boleh harap sia dpt kakak mcm kau.Baky: EH! TAPI AKU INGAT DIER BORN ON 2000.Myra: Bodohhh. Tu maknenyer 9 years old ar.Baky: Ar, nine ar. Nine.Myra: Kau ikut year the next time org tnye umur adek kau brape.I used to have this conversation with the bitch somewhere early this year. The period where my

2009-06-17T21:18:00.004+08:00

It has been long since I've been tacit. I tried my best to be voiceless about it. Bottling all the opinions to myself. Keeping all those undescribable thoughts to myself. But it'll stay the same. No one will know about this situation except for those trustworthy close ones.You've been reprimanding me. &I just kept quiet all the time. I didn't even rebut to anything you say like in the past. All I

2009-06-16T15:08:00.008+08:00

POLICE, POLICE. WOO, I'M SO SCARED. *whistles*Wah sibaiiii. Out of 48 hours, I've only gotten a two hours nap. Baiiiik. I couldn't sleep yesterday. So I decided to meet them homies. Eh, wait. Not yesterday. It was today, earlier on. Omgggggg, I have this tendency of forgetting the date &day. Tsk, tsk. Met Mi at 1. Went off to GP for his meal &Qif, Zack &Is soon came too. Slacked at the hotspot &

2009-06-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

Terror merror warrior.Since I hate the idea of waking up early for school, I decided not to catch a wink. Cause I was that determined to be early on the very frst day. But somehow, on my way to school. it made me contemplate on going to school late as always from today onwards or continue trying to be early. Reason being was - WHEN I'M DETERMINED TO REACH SCHOOL ON TIME, THE BUS &MRT HAD TO BE

2009-06-15T04:17:00.006+08:00

Time check: 0330 AMOMJCYS! This sucks. I hate to face the fact that I have to wake up fucking early to get my ass to school later. I have no idea how I'm going to wake up later on laa! Nono, I don't hate school. I love it. But it's just the idea of waking up early &worst still, having to know that I have a fucking UT later on too. Sibaiiiii. Luckily OOP yknowwww. Good gracious I've been paying

2009-06-12T20:48:00.004+08:00

Okay, I promised on last Monday's update right? &it'll be soon right? Ar, amek kauu. HAHA. Soon abess. So, the initial plan was for Rozzy to date me to HP. Cause our dearest laptop, which apparently was a twin naturally cause the owner also twin, was sick. &somehow or rather, it was kind of being a pokey longgar. Lid longgar abes, mcm tk virgin gitu. HAHA.But arrr, ader laa nih kakak paling tue,

2009-06-12T18:06:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I feel secured being with you. Nono(k), actually not sometimes. Most of the times laa kan. Even when others gave me an option, I'd still pick you. Idk why leh. I know it's going to hurt, but I still chose to do so. I was afraid, &you let me do whatever I want to you. But maybe, just a maybe. How would y'all be so sure about it, when I myself don't, right?Haiya! It ain't the time laa.

2009-06-11T18:05:00.013+08:00

It's been a day since bbysis have been gone. For the frst time, she's away from Mummy. From me &sister. Away at Perlis, Malaysia. I'm sad. To see the way she look when she was waving the moment the coach left. You must be strong &you musn't cry okayy, bbysis. Like I've told you before, it's for the best. Mummy wants you to be independent. Cause you're forever alone at home. Things wouldn't be

2009-06-09T11:51:00.008+08:00

I had fun with Alep, Is, Thaqif, Man &Zack. They made me laugh &forget about the pain I'm feeling from my right side of my body laa. Thank goodness Alep called. Well, at frst scared to go ar. Cause once bitten, twice shy mahh. But he convinced me. He's that good at convincing people laa yknowwww.But then again, I'm tired from the late night riding with them. Like OMJCYS. I think I experienced the

2009-06-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Updates soon. On the other Monday &Sports Camp. Till some day when I get the pictures from the other creatures who owe me them pictures. Sammy's not giving me the pictures &Mizi deleted every picture he uploaded in Facebook when I literally asked him to only delete those obscenes one. What nonsense loh. Seriously, kau best giler pig.&in the meantime, I'll be catching up on my beauty sleep or

2009-06-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

I think ar, I cannot stay at home alottttttt sia. By staying at home, I'm like really really putting on weight. Wah sibaiiiiiii. I kept on eating junks which can make me gain laa. Pfft. Stupid, stupidity, stupidious. Must go gym soon. Need to work out lohh. The muscles are now fatssssss laa! &now, I'm like totally becoming rounder. Oh manzxzxzx. There goes my ideal weight.I'll update on Monday

2009-05-30T03:08:00.001+08:00

Last day of school, &I loved it. Somehow, it wasn't like any other normal days. &Idk why lehh. Maybe because I smell holidays? Or maybe it was because it was the day when my BYWWTMWM mode still doesn't wish to vamoosh but no one pissed me off. Okay, maybe there's one laa. Someeee people laa. OHHH, I was awaken by my alarm realising that Mummy was using my lappy. EARLY IN THE MORNING SOMEMORE

2009-05-28T23:55:00.015+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of school. &then, two weeks of holiday commences. Yayyy. I think I'll be busy tutoring bbysis with her Mathematics. &I think I'll make use of this holiday to restart my body clock. It's a must lohh. *cross fingers* &&I think I must control my temper alr. Especially when I'm on my BYWWTMWM mode. Sibaiiii. I can seriously turn into a monster when I get irritated or pissed.

2009-05-26T22:32:00.024+08:00

Felt the pinch, then good for you.I'm still on my BEWARE-YOU-WOULDN'T-WANT-TO-MESS-WITH-ME mode. Seriously. &someeeee people just made me even more crankier. Like what fuck. Suarrr, don't bother apologising or saying that you're just joking. Cause it ain't going to make me any better. Cause I ain't going to acknowledge you. It's for the better anw. &then I have another someeeeee body who finds me

2009-05-25T00:37:00.004+08:00

WAHHH. I'm so sleepy like that but I cannot sleep arrrrrr. How ar, how? Idiotttt laa. Even after 18 hours of sleep, I'm still sleepy. Wahpianggg.Your face kept on flashing in my mind like a spoilt recording video.Your voice lingered around my ears that I can fall asleep anytime.The moments kept on replaying &make me smile from ear to ear.WAHH. I want to go star gazing again. I want to lie on you.

2009-05-23T15:33:00.001+08:00

HIPPOS ARE FAMOUS FOR THE WRONG REASON.Ysee, Sally. Told you that's what I'm going to put it as the title. Okay fineee, I modified abit. To make it more happening? HAHA. Oh well, wtv it is laa. We're not as rosak like these hippos I'm referring to. Kan, kan, kan? HAHA.Okay, I just came back Firman's pit. It was okay laa. Made friends here &there. My eyes quite happy lehh. HAHA. &I tell you ar,

2009-05-21T00:19:00.009+08:00

Uh-huh, uh-huh. I cut my bangs again. Cause I was getting annoyed with the old bangs, always getting into my eyes. So nowww, I look like one small kid. &I swear Sally's expression was priceless just now. But oh well, I still love her cause she said I look like a doll now. Heh. So anyhoots, I didn't enter class ytd. As usual laa kan. &I was like having second thoughts of coming into class laa.

2009-05-20T01:02:00.003+08:00

Is it just me or is it everyone?I'm so frustrated like that because I couldn't see my blog. Or easier said, everyone's blog. Pfft. I was like damn pissed like that ar. Waduhhh, binget banget sihhh. Let's just hope this lappy doesn't create trouble until 30th May. Wahh, if it really happen, then there goes my frst UTs. HAHA. I wouldn't want to miss any of the UTs laa. OKAY, NO. Since mulut aku

2009-05-19T12:09:00.011+08:00

Okay, so much for changing my Facebook status. In the end, I didn't even come to school today. HAHA. Baiiik pah? Oh well. &I was greeted by Rozzy messaging me.Memang kite dasar twin. Satu2 tk g skola. Hahaha.MMG AR! &I got to know from her that Alba too didn't go to school. Bagussss, aku suke orang mcm korang. Satu twin, lagi satu jiwe westside. HAHA. Oh well. Now I seriously wonder what happened

2009-05-16T00:08:00.019+08:00

Hello stalkers. I know you love coming to my blog to keep up with my updates right? Want to check if I bitch about you? Oh well, I'll grant some of you your wishes then.Have you ever bitched about people? I admit I do. But ar, someeee things just don't want to admit, yknow. Like as if they so nice like that, never bitch about people. HAHA. I think that thing is way cruddier than me laa! Wait, I

2009-05-13T14:16:00.010+08:00

Wahhh, I officially hate Wednesdays.Or maybe just today. Pfft. Irritating siaa! I'm so pissed with everything that my mouth is filled with profanities. A cannon may just appear anytime soon siaa. Pfft. But no laa, there won't be any cannon.I had a great start in the morning. Being on time for class. Like finally! Ysee! IT'S POSSIBLEEEEEE. Sumpah this one frst time. Last week was 8 minutes late,

2009-05-12T15:01:00.008+08:00

Okay, I did not attend school for two days straight. Maut pah?! HAHA. &I seriously have got to readjust my body clock againnnn. I've been sleeping at 4AM &ending up waking at 12PM. Dngr-dngr skrang holidays laa kan. Nvm, today I shall sleep early. The moment I got back from slacking with the Homieboys, I won't online. *cross fingers* HAHA. I'm meeting Nerool B tomorrow. But let's say I'm a little

2009-05-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY!There's so many things to say, but somehow, I just can't put them into words, ysee. I know, I know. It's like the frst time I'm being speechless. Okay, let me try. I know those things I've done or said to you, it can never be enough to repay your kindness &your tender loving care towards me.I love you for being my Mummy.I love you for being my Papa.I love you for trying

2009-05-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

OMG, I didn't know that I can be that harsh even when I'm sleeping. HAHA. So apparently, I dozed off again. I feel so bad nowww. But then, it wasn't entirely my fault laa. Cause Danny took such a long time to call. Haha. &next thing I know now is that I called Danny an idiot when I picked up the phone. No hello no what, yknow. Haa. Kesian tu anak. Tk pasal-pasal kene idiot. &whatnots, I didn't

2009-05-07T21:05:00.006+08:00

PMS alert.Trust me, you wouldn't want to annoy me. I'm on the verge of killing someeeee people alr.&suprisingly, I went back home early from school. HAHA. Uh-huh, I seriously felt sick &weak laa! Stupid siaa. Mak Mok, thankyou for sending me home. Ilyb! &Nerool B, sorry meeting you for a short while. Tmr okay? Promise bby! No more last minute changes. *cross fingers*&I just found out that I have

2009-05-07T13:26:00.017+08:00

I have chitty chitty bang bang!Comments everywhere, but wtvvvv!Okay fine. I've had enough about everything. I do not want to hide about some things. I do not want to lose anymore friendships. That's it. I'm taking a break from everything. Stop finding me anymore. Unless I'd want to meet y'all, I'll meet. Else, do not force me. I repeat ar, DO NOT FORCE ARRR! I've felt suffocated enough alr.&&I'm

2009-05-05T02:02:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to that one song siaa. The song that made me tear. Only Rozzy bby knows that song. Forever 21 in my head, I tell you. Thanks to that, I think I'm going to get hooked up with my Indon movies. Like soon, real sooooooon punye. Abes arr, prepare ar korang. I won't layan y'all in MSN that much. Heh. Kan Myra, kan?&&I will try to stop myself from ranting anymore personal things here. Cause

2009-05-04T13:29:00.016+08:00

Know why I never update for so long? Cause I have Tina! I'm so engrossed with Tina that I've forgotten to update my blog. Waduhh. Okay, so stalkers. Stop wondering by yourself when I'd be updating. Cause I am now. Heh.I didn't attend school today. Cause I wanted to restart my body clock. I was up till 3AM, confiding stuffs into Rozzy bby. It's been long since we tell each other stuffs laa. &

2009-04-28T23:39:00.016+08:00

"Baky, besok tkmo lupe gi class eh."MMG AR! Tk perlu tmbh-tmbh ar. Murnie, Murnie. Mintak kene smack eh! HAHA. Okay, whag!&after a comment from the facilitator last week, on asking me to make an effort to come into class. I finally did. But, the catch was I reached school at 10. Baiiik pah?! HAHA. Mmg dasar prangai nk step Year Three. Heh. &since Year Ones' Study Period 1 ends at 1015, I asked

2009-04-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

Make up your mind fasttttt, arse. Change your mind for all I care. Cause I'm thinking of doing so too? Right Cotton B? I'm tired of the way you're treating me. Application forms maner?! I need those forms to be filled up. Cheyyyy. HAHA. I'm effed up with what I'm hearing from someeeeee people. It's like what you say to them &what you're doing is of a different story. Mcm aku nih bahan boring kau

2009-04-26T23:34:00.014+08:00

Confucius came to me. Yes, the Chinese thinker &social philosopher. Till I became confused of thinking about alot of things. Okay, I know, no link. HAHA. But really, I'm like confused of what to do now. I feel like kicking Stewpig for making words seems contradicting. I have no idea of what you want right now. See me, then go on &treat me like how you used to treat me. See me no, then fine. Tell

2009-04-25T23:39:00.008+08:00

I have no idea why you're giving me the cold shoulders now after Idk when. Trust me, I'm taking on a positive stride about my problems. It's me who's facing the problems. Not you. So, tell me now, how come it seems to me like it's you who are facing the problems? Till you're avoiding me, till you're not treating the same way you treat me, till you're not talking to me. Okay, fine. Do whatever you

2009-04-24T18:05:00.004+08:00

WAHHHHH. I REALLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF.Sumpah, I really feel like doing so. I think once you know the reason why, you'll feel like slapping my face too. HAHA. I was like checking my grades for this week modules. &I realised an X. It seems so weird to me. Yes, I know I come to class late everyday. But I didn't skip any module at all laa. Curious enough, I checked all my modules. &yes stalkers

2009-04-23T22:52:00.004+08:00

I think I can never be early for school siaa. I was late abit when I woke up, but once I stepped out of the toilet, I was late like a lot ar. HAHA. I can never bathe that fast siaa. Mandi bujang lapok, no no. So I ended up being late for school laa. Luckily Eri bby waited for me. Heh. 15 minutes in class &it's alr frst break siaa. Wahpiangggg.&Nizam commented when I was rushing into class when I

2009-04-23T15:02:00.003+08:00

QUICK UPDATE: I HAVE A STALKER IN CLASS. WADUHHHHHHH.Class ended at 3 today. Best gitu. HAHA. Shall do my RJ now. &you mudblood stalkers on the other hand, will know who my stalker is at night.Your moments have ended. Xoxo.

2009-04-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

I'm happy with the way life is leading now. You're already dead &gone in my eyes. Sumpahh, so stop knocking on my door already. Of all favour I asked from you now is to go away. I see no reason why your name should come up on my cell. I'm already feeling bad for rejecting your calls. So please, I don't need a fucktard like you to make me smile or feel bad. Honestly, you're inconsequential to me.

2009-04-20T13:39:00.002+08:00

Frst day of school was FITB. Yknow the feeling of meeting people you haven't seen for so long &finally you met them in school. &you feel like hugging them forever ¬ letting go. That's how I feel. I miss grlfeys esp. At the same time, class was a bore laa. I was like damnn, if I were to have my voice back, I'd already make the class a noisy one. Like how I made friends with E35P &W35A by saying

2009-04-18T23:05:00.005+08:00

What hell. Someeee people just have to comment that he thought I placed bbysister's photo as my DP. But suprisingly, it was me. HAHA. Lucky he sang praises to me. Hahaha.Updates on camp. Since someeeee people commented that I'm not as efficient as him, I'll show I am. Bodoh nyer orang, nk step mindfreak. HAHAHA. I still haven't grab hold of the photos Siti took on the third day of camp. Nvm, I'll

2009-04-16T02:48:00.000+08:00

Been a busy, busy happy bee. &my eyes are very puffy nowadays. Lethargy taking over its toll, &I hate it when it happens. Done with camp, almost done with FOP. &school's starting very soon. In three days time, I'm so excited about it. &now, I think I'm losing my voice siaaaa. Forever leading the cheer. Waduhh.So anw, I went to Sentosa with my two bbies, Erifuckna/Rozzy Yana on Friday.This bitch

2009-04-14T02:22:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for you. Since you posted about something for me, I'd do the same for you. Why here? Reasonbeing was because I've deleted you from my MSN list &mobile contacts. So, I think this is the best way.A picture speaks a thousand words, right? HAHAHA-FUNNY. Oh, so trying to hate tag using my name/Myra's/Eri's make it like as if we're the ones who does the hate tagging for you on my

2009-04-12T02:02:00.001+08:00

Frst of, a note to those hate-taggers. Like I said, over &over again. You can say whatever you want. I ain't no longer the old self who will get affected easily by what you people say. Know what I'd say? I don't fucking mind what you're going to label me as. Really. Call me whatever you want. A minah, a slut, a whore, a bitch. Oh well, up to you. All I know is where I stand, a non fucking one.

2009-04-10T05:27:00.007+08:00

BEWAREEEEE (!!!). HEAVY LOADS OF PICTURESSSSSS.The last of LNL episodes. &oh my, I strongly believe, it's the best ever among all. Frstly, because the bands are superbbb. Secondly, I met with alot &alot of people in the studio, Hid, Iqmal, &Adah too. &oh! I saw Mr Jamiel. Gosh, lucky for me, I had a chance to catch up with him for a lil while. &yay, though many said I'm unrecognisable/changed

2009-04-09T04:45:00.008+08:00

I feel like metamorphosising (?!?!) my blog into a photo blog. Like at least it's going to be an easy task for me. Upload all the pictures &will be done in a click away. But then again, somehow, I don't think I can ever make it into a photo blog, cause I'll be like ranting away. Haiya! RP thought me to outspoken until become talkative. Eh, no. Noisy? HAHA.&since I've had my pay, I went to

2009-04-08T03:08:00.003+08:00

You had a bad frst impression of me. &now you're criticising me, hate-tagging, sarcasms. Woo. Like as if y'all know who I really am. Looking at my pictures/at how I present myself, doesn't makes you know my true self. So wtv. Talking to Eri ytd made me realise I'm no longer the old self. Whatever criticisms, whatever comments you have, I'll just read it off. Trust me, it ain't affecting me. You

2009-04-04T02:38:00.000+08:00

I've been staying at home for quite a number of days now. I think Mummy was thankful to get me the wireless mobile. It's kind of a wish come true (?!?!) to see me staying at home like almost everyday cause before that I've been going out everyday? HAHA. But I think she's still not satisfied cause it doesn't make a difference if I'm home or not now? HAHA. Reason being was because I'm forever

2009-03-31T23:44:00.009+08:00

Death isn't just something temporary. The feeling of losing someone stays the whole lifetime. I pretty much want things to happen right now. Fulfilling my own request will be just great. Can I? But if I ever tried to end things &follow him, I'll be considered as a FITB.You talked too much, act as if you know me too well. But fuck no. Why have I been kutuk-ing the others? Cause of what they did to

2009-03-25T04:02:00.008+08:00

Be gone for all I care. Be gone for as long you want to, cause it ain't affecting me. To tell you the truth, there isn't any difference if you're around or not. But trust me, when you decide to make your hello-I'm-back-again appearance, I'm going to play your game, only the bitchier/sluttier/whorier (?!?!) way. I ain't no longer tripping. Boohoo. So fuck off asshole.&to you, you &you. I swear I'm

2009-03-22T21:08:00.001+08:00

BEWARE (!!!). Long post ahead.Meeting time: 11AM at Orchard. Satu-satu prangai janji Melayu kebabian. I was early, but I had to wait for Eri cause someee people claimed that she didn't notice the msg &left without me. Harapkan aje handphone upclass. Gi buang sua. Eri/Ijal/I reached Orchard at 0130PM. &the time got dragged cause someeeeee people got lost in town. Haiya! Nvm, then some couples went

2009-03-22T06:40:00.004+08:00

I swear it's a hell lot of fun even without having alot funny moments with us.You wait while I collect pictures from all of them okay? Be patient cause I'm only left with Eri's. Where's this bitch of mine when I need her the most manzxzx?! HAHA.More of the bby-bby-one-more-time moments. Xoxo.

2009-03-20T06:08:00.010+08:00

Okay, so I ended up not sleeping. Cause if I do, I'll be terribly lateee. &I wouldn't want to paitao anyone of them like how I paitao Myra ytd. Heh. Was supposed to meet at 12PM but I was very nocturnal that I slept at 8AM. Haiya! Too hooked on Indon movies laa. Can't help it, yknow. Okay, the point is I was chatting with this wayyy-insolent-than-some-people mak nenek. We were like bitching about

2009-03-20T03:50:00.009+08:00

JUST FUCKING STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING.Look, I may seem to be someone who you can bully, someone who you can toy with, someone who you know you can turn to whenever you're down. But fucking don't take advantage of my kindness. Isap bodoh! Dah bagi muke, nk naik kepale pulak laa eh. Just stop it okay? You're starting to confuse me all over again. My mind is like a whirlwind again. Almost everyone

2009-03-19T05:11:00.003+08:00

It's 5AM. &I'm still fucking wide awake. Haiya! This is terrible. I think I'm suffering from insomnia or maybe I'm really becoming a nocturnal species. Dieeee ar. Maybe I am cause I've been sleeping at 7AM or 8AM lately. &waking up at you-don't-need-to-know-the-time-but-if-you-want-to-know-you-can-check-me-out. HAHAHA. &since I'm done with Indon movies, &still wide awake, I should very well blog

2009-03-16T00:06:00.008+08:00

Okay, fine. I'll take back every single thing that I've said. I don't wish to make things any worst between any of us. Making y'all think I'm unhappy. So go on, &bring all you want. This I say, isn't only for the sake of saying. Yes, we can always plan for another day for all of us to go out. But I've thought about it &it's going to be hard. Even during the schooling period, we can never have all

2009-03-14T17:08:00.003+08:00

EVERYONE CAN FUCKING TALK ABOUT YOU ALL DAY LONG.Next time, if you don't mean anything you say, don't say it. Everyone was being nice to do you a favour yet we get nothing in return. &I was the most who you trashed. You like? Kau suke, itu sluardlm kau. But trust me, no one like it. Don't act like as if you're all mature enough aye? Hidup tkder jantan boleh mampos kan? Bagus, amalkan. Kau bikin